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| Forced power tests. Jadyn's memories coming back and causing her to relive the storm's horrors all over again. And now I get a call from my father's lawyer about his will. The days just keep getting better and better...
Since we no longer have Glee Club which is just as well, this is a tribute for all those we have lost.
I miss you Liv. Wish I could have at least played this for you. | comments: Leave a comment   |
| | Subject: | February 22, 2012 | | Time: | 12:04 pm |
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| I've been thinking. A lot lately. About everything that's happened. And while giving yourself a chance to mourn and grieve is a good thing. It can't be the only thing. Life moves on and the only thing you can do is move along with it, or get left behind. And I don't want to be left behind. So, no more hiding away for me, and I found just the song to express my thoughts. But since I don't feel very much like singing, I'll just post it here instead.
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| | Subject: | February 17, 2012 | | Time: | 05:01 am |
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| | Finally feeling well enough to go back to school. There's so much work I'll have to catch up on but at least I get to go out and breathe fresh air again. It's going to be a good day. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Subject: | January 11, 2012 | | Time: | 02:07 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://www.insanejournal.com/img/mood/opiummmm/foxies/happy.gif) relaxed |
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| | So I watched Tron Legacy last week, and while I thought it was okay, the only thing that really stuck out to me was the scene where Sam Flynn enters the arcade in the beginning and Separate Ways starts playing in the background. Now I can't get the song out of my head. Or stop listening to it for that matter. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| | Subject: | November 17, 2011 | | Time: | 06:39 am |
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| Re-watched the Matrix Trilogy last night. It's a lot better than I remember it being. I've also come to appreciate Neo and Trinity's love story within all the chaos a lot more.
MAJOR SPOILERS on the off chance that you haven't seen any of these movies
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| | Tags: | occ | | Subject: | OCC: Portal information | | Time: | 04:08 am |
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| Yosh. Because I was having trouble describing exactly what Jaime's portals look like, I decided to post a visual aid. The portal @ 5:53 and onwards is exactly what Jaime's conscious portals look like.
His subconscious ones look more like whirlpools/wormholes of the same color scheme, and the spatial disks he uses for objects are your basic black holes/circles like these, ranging in size as needed. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Subject: | October 9th, 2011 | | Time: | 07:03 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://www.insanejournal.com/img/mood/opiummmm/foxies/sad.gif) disappointed |
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| | I found out today that the clinic got broken into this past week. The only thing that was taken was one of the newer dogs we'd found last weekend, which I'm kind of bummed about. I was actually considering adopting him but I guess it was for the best. I probably wouldn't have had the time to train him properly. I'm just worried that whoever did take him, did it for all the wrong reasons. | | comments: 14 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Subject: | September 15, 2011 | | Time: | 10:55 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://www.insanejournal.com/img/mood/opiummmm/foxies/thoughtful.gif) contemplative |
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| Finally finished my song today. It doesn't have any words, or a title yet but I'm happy with the end result.
On a side note, I think I'm losing my mind. Not really. Really.
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| | Subject: | September 12, 2011 | | Time: | 07:06 pm | | Current Mood: | tired |
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| I'm so glad to see my bed again. I'd almost forgotten what it looked like this weekend.
Stayed up doing my homework last night until my eyes burned before I had to get ready for school. Thereby, making this the longest day of my life. I'm not even upset that my brain called it quits sometime before the sun rose or that I retained none of today's information. So if I stared right through you like a zombie today, I apologize.
On a brighter note, I'm looking forward to Glee Club tomorrow. It should be fun. | | comments: 42 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Subject: | September 12, 2011 | | Time: | 01:16 am | | Current Mood: | exhausted |
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| Jenna My mother found my Psychology text book today. She said that it was in one of the cupboards under the kitchen counter. While I would never accuse her of lying, where she claimed she found it makes no sense. Why would my text book be in the cupboards. I wouldn't have put it there and I doubt she would either, especially when I had homework to do. Which reminds me, I haven't done any of my homework this weekend. I guess I won't be getting that much needed rest after all. | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Subject: | September 9, 2011 | | Time: | 04:01 pm | | Current Mood: | sore |
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| Started practicing my forms again after over two months of inactivity. That was a big mistake. All of my movements are stilted and there's too much tension in my body. It will be weeks before I am up to par again. And I need Jadyn to find a new Pushing Hands partner. I have no illusions about finding an actual sparring partner here but just about anyone will do for pushing hands. And my Psychology text book is still missing even though I vividly remember putting it on the kitchen counter when I got home and I have homework to do. It is going to be a long weekend. | | comments: 18 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Subject: | September 8th, 2011 | | Time: | 10:42 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://www.insanejournal.com/img/mood/opiummmm/foxies/angry.gif) annoyed |
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| I talked to Jenna today. Really talked to her. In all honesty, it was by accident. After my audition yesterday, it was as if a lid had been taken off of the jar that held my voice. I couldn't stop singing, or humming, or whistling, or making random sounds with my mouth to create a tune. I could say that it was as if I were possessed but that wouldn't be true. It was more like I had woken up from a bad dream and was back in the real world again. The high from my audition lasted all through the night and well into this morning.
I'd been whistling while I looked for my Psychology textbook when Jenna heard and asked me what had me in such a good mood. I couldn't help my excitement as I told her about my performance. I even re-enacted some of it, jumping onto my computer and singing to her with one hand on my heart and the other reaching out for her. She laughed and asked why I made eye contact with almost everyone there. I told her that I wanted to share with them what singing meant to me and that maybe they could even catch a glimpse of how free I felt.
She said that she was proud of me and that Jadyn would have been too but suddenly I wasn't feeling so joyous anymore. Instead, I told her I would be late if I didn't get going and left, completely forgetting my textbook | | comments: 42 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Subject: | Uncertain | | Time: | 12:38 pm | | Current Mood: | thoughtful |
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| Another lunch spent picking listlessly at my guitar strings on top of the school building's roof.
A song from the heart...
'But how could I when my heart was too torn and aching to sing?' was what I was thinking as my fingers continued to pluck away. Around and around my thoughts went.
'I can't do this'
'My English isn't good enough.'
'I don't know enough American songs'
'I can't sing one of my own, they'll hate it. Even worse, they won't understand'
'Jadyn would say you're thinking to much. Just relax.'
'Just relax...'
Finally, I stopped thinking, closed my eyes, took a deep breath and let the first thing that came to mind fall from my lips, my fingers strumming along....Tsuki no Uta ....
Maybe I can do this after all. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
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